Bersedih. Layakkah?

Belum rasa layak:

Bila tarikh aku nak blah pon aku tak tau lagi. Waaaa.. Sangat-sangat confiusing okay akak2
Mara!! Kenapakah budak-budak OZ and TESL je yang dah ada expected date?? Dianak-tirikan itu sangat sakit. Oh!

Tapi, aku rasa sangat layak kerana ini:

1. Mak mula ikut segala keinginan aku walaupun tiba-tiba aku ajak makan roti pisang kat
maple maghrib2. Dan pasembor? Mak kata, "tunggu Aishah balik k..".

2. Malam tadi mak cakap pada adek aku, "Mulai malam ni, kita tidur ngan Kak Yush je okay..". Walaupun aku tak tau benda tu akan jadi kenyataan ke tak (yelah, takkan nak tidur dengan aku sepanjang kurang dari sebulan ni kan?) tapi ungkapan itu dah buat aku mula rasa nak sedihhhh:(

3. Aku akan tinggalkan usrah kanak-kanak IIC yang cool. Naqibah-naqibah yang sangat penyabar dan memahami.

4.Aku dapat lagu ini dari dia:

It's Not Goodbye
Laura Pausini

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong
Well, someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But till it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you're thinking of me
Till the day I let you go
Till we say our next hello
It's not good-bye
Till I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
There'll be no tears to cry
On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny
It's not good-bye
You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again.

P/S: Sila abaikan ayat yang pertama-tama itu okay. Hayati lagu tu dan sila bersedih. Dan jangan tanya lagi kenapa status YM aku ' It's not goodbye' ye Sol;)

Jadi, layakkah aku untuk bersedih? Kamu bagaimana?

Tapi ingatlah:

" La Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana"
:)